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Tuesday, March 31, 2009



found this vid when trying to find music for a video i am making quite funny even though i do not understand

sad sia having fever today cannot go out....


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Monday, March 30, 2009

for the summary Click here for people who wish to know and busy at the same time

Once they live a boy name KH he is the only child in the family, his father is dead due to mental curse after 1 year KH have been born in to this world his mother have been ill after her husband die and yet she is still working 2 jobs to feed KH and herself and support KH to go to the best school, but KH have never disappoint his mum.

He top the whole school even when he has no friend to help him out or anything but he is the one who always help around in school helping his friend when they fall despite how much they look down on him because he has no father, he also helping teacher to carry books, always there to be the 1st to volunteer no matter how tough the jobs are, some of the teacher even pay him for the volunteer jobs after knowing his family matters the teachers envy his mum to have such a good kid, KH never disrespect anyone, he is also known as a young innocent, cheerful and humble boy till now

All goes well till he was 13, his mum was terribly sick she can neither walk nor eat KH start to look for doctor but non know what is that illness, then a stranger appear to him and told him that "there is this demon who have this power to cure your mum it even have the power to resurrect dead people from the grave" KH never ask for what is the consequence and he carry his bag and start off the journey to the place were the stranger pointed to in the map

He traveling for 4days 3 night KH finally reach to the cave of the demon, but the demon cannot touch him nor go near him and the little ghost had to avoid him, the demon ask why is it so he is just a child with no power in him how is it so that all little ghost cannot reach him even the demon can not touch him and the demon start to chant some chant over KH to reveal his true identity. After a while KH feel the pain on his back and when he turn back he saw a shining wings that glow like a sun and all the ghost bow down to him and ask what is his wish and get out of here as soon as possible cause the glow of the sun on his wings is too strong and they will all vanish if he do not leave. KH himself was surprise what has become of him and and the demon told him that his is also the son of Blazerest and Valentina God and Goddess of Epist after telling him this the demon throw him a bottle of lime light juice for him to bring back to his mum and the demon hide away nv to be seen KH have to travel back to his home town to give the potion to his mum but on his way back every body avoid him hid from him and he even scare him mum till her death.

KH was helpless and hopeless thinking of ways to return to his actual look no one love him like before not even the teachers that once help him everyone start to think his is the one who kill his parent some say he is a jinx, a curse that curse his own parent, an omen that will bring disaster to the country and had him chase out of the island.

Days after days KH become a angel full of emotional, loneliness and anger in him he is depress and wanting to hurt people around him like how people mistreat him but he still have the little angel in him despite his wings have turn dark red and he start hurting himself with the unwanted memories he had but deep in his heart wishing to fade his memories using the power "Twilight Memories" own by Kazuki a creater of this mystic power but he is no were to be found. Will KH be able to find Kazuki? Will he able to get that power from him or will he go to the point of no return?

to be continue......>.< hahaha


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whaa my father got us 2 D24 durain cool it's been such a long time since i tasted a real durain lol but can feel my body going to be sick soon gotta drink more water and avoid heaty food sad lost my wallet and gonna be sick soon... what a good time for all this to come during school holiday >.<>


kazuki miss
~Riko
~Yuki (miss you dearly)
~miki
~chanST
~Nazirah
~Lenny
~kenji
~Ramsy
~BM
~JD


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WHAAAA LOST MY WALLET AGAIN !!!! WTH $30+ FLY LE... LUCKY GOT NEW EZLINKWHAAA WALLET LOST!!!! fucking Siana lo now i am in finance crisis i dun think i can go out for this few days.... still got to pay my O level english !!!..... sorry kenji i did not attend you Bday party sorry CARD....

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

came back after a 3 day 2 night camp meet lots of potential leader i get to see a bigger picture of the meaning leadership, the camp was fun and enjoyable we spend 3days 2 night playing, laughing, cheering and motivating^^ there is also time were we enjoy the lecturing during lesson
the food was ok at less got a air conditional cafeteria the bedroom also but not the whole of the 40+ boys in a room but only 5 to 7 in a room at 1st Raju, Me, YS, Gavin, Jeff, Daniel and junhao suppose to be in a room but due to some thing RAJU COMPLAIN then all change room.... but not all his fault cause like what he always say:" aiya the management here not good la"... i am glade to be in my team, GROUP 3 cause we spend alot of time barking like mad but we totally enjoy ^^ haha hope to be in blazes 2


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Sunday, March 22, 2009

omg wake up late say wan meet noel they all go gym at 7.30 meet at CWP but in the end i wake up at 10.30am sorry you guys very tired did not sleep well... after that meet akira went TAS but today no event... then went back to woodland then catch a movie "Hotel for dogs" nice show funny and touching at less a 4/5 rating..

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Friday, March 20, 2009

Today got school at 1 o'clock but morning got NYAA briefing then i reach school by 10.. lucky got raju if not i sure bored to death...

after school we all went home together then thanks to the stupid i need to alight with raju and dee cause the mrt terminate at yew tee.. wait for 5 min then the next train come some more full pack... stupid lor after finishing bathing i rush out to meet Ys lucky he also haven ok lol but have to wait for him and his friend.. reach st James power house around 8pm still have too wait.. but at less manage to make 5 new friend 2 of them is Ys's friends the other 3 is Zen's friends at 1st quite boring after that also boring...but saw some ex school mate and as well as 3 of my DB Senior suprise to see them there lol but i 1st time going too cubing cannot blame me slightly not use to it but over all ok enjoy seeing CB not chee bye but chio bu ok lah only abit only and the music that keep me alive for 4 hour plus? OK LA not bad but no wine and beer... this is the only thing that sux... after that take taxi down to Bt badok eat mac then wait for mrt then go home lol wth i feel asleep the ride all the way to bishan... stupid lor just reach home ...
wan sleep liao ltr still got o level english lesson AT SIMEI ITE!!!!


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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

To think of you day and night,
make me wept like a boy
with the laughter you had
you put a smile on my face

Thinking of the past
we had together,
holding hands like never end

Wishing for a sexual desire
but you will give me a kiss and
end with 2 sentence saying
" it's not the time" and
" it's not the end"

NOT REFERING TO ANYBODY!


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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

A joke of my life i am just not ready for love and everything 1st time stead and I REQUEST FOR THE STEAD AND ALSO WITH A BREAK UP LOL I FINALLY FEEL NO MORE BURDEN BY YOU ANYMORE i am free from you and i am happy for you and myself i can tell from the way you msn me is not you either there is some one with you, someone ask you to say all this if not you already have some one you love which is not me you are nv brave to face the word break up and you reply me with "anything" after that you went MIA and sudden reply crap msg what you trying to do? what is that you hiding from me? forget it i do not wish playing game with you any more...

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Monday, March 16, 2009

i dunno how to say and dunno what to say!

you are always going round the bushes and finally ask me!
i have already told you before we stead i have no feeling for you but i will try to be the best stead and try my best to return the feeling for you i had lots of stuff to do and think about and i will still take out some time to msg and call you, you call this no time for you? your course always end 2 to 3 hours earlier then mine your travel back and forth is only 1 hour plus or so min, mine is 2hour plus, sometime think about it not that i no time for you but sometime you have too much time for yourself! i have never blame you for the mistake you do i will still be there for you and this only the 6 day since we stead and you already lose trust on me, when i am testing you by saying lets break the ans you give suprise me, you reply "as you wish" that mean i not even importance in your heart since you cant trust me and we do not have time for each other then let it go lets break!

Yellow 13 roses just for you

since i am you 5th stead nothing seems to bother you btw just treat it as we were just playing games


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Sunday, March 15, 2009

finally update new song...
still watching one piece....


1 main problem i still have not do research on homosexual marriage for tomorrow life skill lesson, feel like dropping out from the debating at 1st filled with confident but now no longer ....

English compo have not finish...

sat booked going to TASvy again yay more singing gonna join them for sure

Tomorrow Monday dunno what to do Emo again? tomorrow 10.30 start lesson go school early?
break time go library blog? during life skill write poem again? after go home alone? and start smoking while waiting for 168 again? i left with 1 stick how? how to last? how can help me buy?? i am back to alone again how long will it take me to die due to loneliness?


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today went to eat breakfast with my mom and sis finally a day we all went out eat together, its been a long time since we have this moment together, i told here i will be joining A Capella club outside then she told me to be careful not to meet with the wrong group as in dun join them if you see them smoking taking drugs or drinking but i already start smoking and have been drinking and when she told me all this i felt guilty, i feel sorry but i am still gonna continue in it for some reason...

went back home around 12.30 pm get ready change and go out meet akira then we went to tanjong pagar to meet them but we were late so direct go to tapac to find them at 1st we were looking for the place then dunno if that's the correct room anot so did not went in 1st then there is this guy who came out then i ask him if this is the room for TAS youth voices and then we went in ^^ it's fun back to singing the life the passion is all back after 3 month of not singing.. they are all marvelous just by hearing them sing the melody will start to make me sway with it and i have so much fun just by listening can't wait to blend in with them.. after every thing it's already 5 plus 6 and the 4 hours just pass so fast.

after that remember that ys they all went out in the afternoon and dun think that tey will go home that fast and decided to call them to ask them were are they and wanted to join them but during call i find no reason to join them so instead ask them if there gonna have dinner so i can meet them for dinner but they say they are not so nvm i went home since akira need meet his parent at orchard.. then went back home alone, have dinner alone feeling very down trying to tell my self i must not be like this friends will not always be there for me forever i am the one who will be by myself till the day i die so why feel alone? then went back home and rest....

sorry dear for not accompany you to wild wild wet sorry..


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Friday, March 13, 2009

I so in love with smoking everytime when i am down, thinking too much i will always take a stick enjoy the few puff everytime before school during school after school it help me dame lots even if i cant walk due to dizzyness i will still feel great for the one moment i feel happy, feel so high, no stress to bother me, no thing to bother me, no thinking but a big smile filled up my face i feel so light as if there is no more burden on me no need to think who am i what am i but just me and my wonderland but it will soon be over cause now i left with a stick anyone help me i wan more!!!!!!

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Why is it still like this what else do you want? i dunno what they say and i have no right to find out but can't you see i am trying my best? but i can tell that you all still the same there is still no different compare to Monday either we both have nothing to say or just everything doesn't seems to be right again since whats done is done i am still sorry and this is the reason why from the begining i do not wan to say out but since you already suspect or already been said by her i have no choice but to say out the truth

and this is my side of view.

you say before no one is avoiding me but the feeling i get is being avoid

maybe we are living in a different world
the gap is still far apart but i know it is closing
i do not know how to talk to you guys anymore
but i still wish everything is back to normal
even if we go back to normal i can still see that some how you all will treat me different

I HATE MYSELF, I AM SORRY....


yesterday you ask me after school why so emo you dun even call my name, why am i so emo in class i am trying to blend in by sitting with Jeff and Dian jin in the end i am still left alone what else can i say? what else do u wan me to say? what else do you wan me to do?, i am embarrass after all this how am i going to speak up like normal? like the way before all this happen...?

i dunno what to do anymore i know you and a few is trying but its gonna be harder then just "ok settle le"


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Thursday, March 12, 2009

Today school was boring even though things has been settle but... weird feeling is still there i still have a feeling that some how there are still avoiding me but maybe it's just my feeling..sorry i dun mean to avoid you all de is just that the feeling that some of you are some how avoiding me is too strong...sorry to walk a way after you talk to me but still thanks for every thing and this will take a while longer the i expected for me to join you all back...

code breaker u should know what is 97

after school nothing much to do then dear MSG me if wan eat dinner ^^ i so happy until i saw my 2 other sec classmate then mood drop... expected a candlelight dinner but w/o the candle of cause
then some how have a debating with my friend in LJS then after that sent my dear till orange juice shop then i went home


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win le lor cannot sleep liao.... wake up at 3+ then wan go back sleep cannot then rest till 4.20 then wake up.. wha lao the mind game really killing me, you the best Le lor you directly push me over the limit lor i totally confuse, scare and in total panic i very scare you will avoid me after the truth so i keep on holding to it...... Please no more mind games before i really kill myself.. a total Torture

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Wednesday, March 11, 2009

finally all over sorry all for the trouble and misunderstanding.... SORRY

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Stuck in this real world,
soul in the wonderland,

It just hurt so much to think of you when you were nv there
I am always having pain in the head with my cell killing off my brain.
Finding purpose to keep me happy but the unhappy past had kept hunting me with no mercy,

I wish to fade off just like my memories i had, but the memories that fade are thoughts that should not be casted away

GODS, Saints, angels, who ever out there Please take me aways for my sake, i have enought of all craps in this world, banish me, vanish me,distory me for all you want, Please, Sorry and Thank you for helping IF you had helped...


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I dun care what you going to do to me,
or to say stuff i wish not to hear,
i dun care how much you misunderstand me,
cause i am not here to let you give comment.


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I am sorry to stead with you,
when my love is not her for you,
i will try my very best to treat you well,
but when you are down i am not sure if i can be here for you.

I wish not to break your heart,
but i am scare to leave you a scar,
i will try to be the best,
best stead you ever had.


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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

See Teng you say you love me and you very sure about it and we have know each other for 4 years and 3 month le and we always have fun time joining sing contest and sing at your house playing game together and now i am look for a person who love me and also care for me.

i dare not promise to be there for you everyday,
or be there for you when you need me every time

but i promise when you need me my hand phone will always be here with me for you to ring
if you wan go out sat and sun will always be free for you even if i just finish school i can meet you in Cwp have dinner together or some thing

since we have much thing in common DO YOU WAN BE MY STEAD? SERIOUS !


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I know you not long,
we are still friends,
the stuff i say is not all meant to you,

i dunno what you are feeling,
but you can tell we both are some how avoiding each other,
there is some stuff i may have said and i am here to say sorry

you know me not long,
and we still not really know each other well
trust me it will soon be over so please wait awhile,

please dun ask me if i wan setter cause i also dunno how
i am only able to tell you i have a serious mood swing
so i have problem controling my attitude,
and there is times i will think alot no matter how simple thing my seems to be,

so now you should know i am trying having problem with you it is me just me so... relax it will soon be over...


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Sunday, March 8, 2009

why must you know so much, can't you tell i am trying to avoid something?!
are you blind? don't you have feeling? can't you see i am try my best? I REALLY HATE YOU! HATE YOU TO THE CORE!, WHY MUST YOU SAY OUT?, CANT I HAVE MY OWN IMAGINATION?! I AM UNLIKE YOU HAVING PEOPLE TO LOVE YOU HAVING THE CHANCE TO LOVE BACK ,WHAT ABOUT ME?! I DUN NOT HAVE, I SUCK! you are right i am a LOSER,WEAK, PATHETIC GUY FROM THE BEGINNING.

I DRINK EVEN IF I AM BAD DRINKER, I SMOKE EVEN IF I SUCK AT SMOKING and do you know what I AM SO 5 CM AWAY FROM TAKING DRUG!!! trying my best to keep a way my emotion as if i am wearing a mask every day even if i am dieing from the pain within me i will still put on a smile till the end of the day. So what if i am looking for the other partner, I KNOW MYSELF BETTER THEN ANY ONE OF YOU.

DO YOU KNOW WHY I ALWAYS EMO?
YOU THINK I ENJOY MAKING MYSELF A STRANGER TO EVERYBODY?
DO YOU KNOW THE THING THAT EVERYBODY DID IS ALREADY BECOME PART OF THE
SCAR ON MY HEART EVEN IF IT'S THE SLIGHTEST WORD YOU SAY? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS WHEN YOU JUST SUDDENLY RECALL IT? OR WHEN SOME ONE MENTION IT?

you say you gone through lots then all of us, are you sure?

remember when i 1st step in to ITE my classmate say they miss sec sch life because of the thick and thin they been through what about me what memories do i have? i totally hate my sec 3 and 4 life wasting my 4 years waiting for a girl that never return even if i recall it now i find myself Stupid and Idiot treating friend with trust and respect in the end still got back stab by them even until then i dun even dare to confront them KNOW WHY? cause i do not have much FRIENDS.. last year august finally create blog and finally found ways to realise my anger in the end they found out about my blog and all confront me by whacking me up in the car park! THEY BLAMING ME THEY CANT SEE THEY IN WRONG ALL MY FAULT... i finally dun remember the word Friends any more no meaning to the word , i dun trust myself, i trust Nobody i will not give a dame to anybody who see me not happy, if u wan shoot me for the thing i do that make you not happy dun blame me for doing the samething back cause i have enough of this crap.... spamming? backstabbing? putting words in to my mouth and still be proud as if you did nothing wrong? ALL WATCH OUT DUN GO OVER MY LIMITS FOR I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I WILL DO!


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I am not EMO, ok maybe a little, it is just that either i have nothing to say if not i am not in the mood UNDERSTAND?!

DUN PRETEND TO THINK THAT U KNOW EVERYTHING CAUSE U DON'T DO U KNOW I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH BUT I CANNOT SAY?! I AM TRYING MY BEST TO KEEP IT A SECRET!

DUN EVEN THINK OF ASKING ME WHO IS IT OR WHAT .... DO, CAUSE IF I TELL YOU, YOU WILL NOT TALK TO ME ANYMORE AND I CAN 100% GUARANTEE WE WILL NOT BE FRIEND ANYMORE

PLEASE I DO NOT HAVE MUCH FRIEND LE, IF I SAY YOUR GROUP WILL TOTALLY IGNORE ME


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Saturday, March 7, 2009

yay today no school!!

then today go out with Ys, Jeff, Daniel, Suffian and Marcus and Joanne
actually wan go ktv but nv go coz no free 4 hour... then we go Bugis meet Kenneth then accompany him buy bag after that we all go Arab street to smoke Shisha then also smoke mabarlo mentor 3 stick but then after the 2nd stick i start to dizzy le dunno why maybe long time no smoke le then now start too fast my body cannot take it... nvm slowly but smokking then dizzy feel good sia dunno y quite high de then after finish around two hour ltr then go eat then before go back smoke again then go home.... thats all


7 march

yay today going to celebrate Sing yi Birthday hope it will be a good one haha
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY


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Friday, March 6, 2009

I just know you not long,
I am always there when you are down
I so wish i can do more to make you forget the past
there is time i wish to get closer to you
To hug you, kiss you and hold you in my arms.

I am not cool looking nor smart
I love to sing but not a good singer
and i also have some bad attitude
i do not know sweet talks to make you blush happily.

and word i say sometime will offend people so i do not have much friends...
all the friend i have are all in groups if this group start to fall out with me i will lose 5 to 10 friend in a go

i dunno if you will read this, i dunno if you care
i dunno why i type so much but i really wish you care
i think of you day and night missing you every min and sec
i really wish you will walk to me and tell me you are there
there for me when i am down.


and all i have to say is stay be me dun leave me i promise to take good care of you with your child waiting to be deliver in to this world..

I Love You


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Sunday, March 1, 2009

today went to my cousin new house to celebrate...his house...then got buffeh and ktv then got 2 girl sing also ok lah... not bad

thats all bah tomorrow got TEST!!! have not study .... dun care le lah... lazy study...


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Today outing with only Ys and Jeff actually wan go Clarke quay see chio bu de but raining then pour YS cold water...in the end we go vivo city shop then see what Ys wan buy... whaa he loaded lor wan buy de shirt all ex de lor.. 1 pants can cost up to $165 1 only lei...whaa still say me loaded..
then continul go walk lor then eat LJS ( not Lan JiaoS but is Long John Silver^^) whaa they talk about girls and i dun understand.. then say i have not grow up ask me eyes big big... halow dun play play sia scarly i know even better then u all sia HaHaHa then after that Ys meet his friend then he say Jia Wen coming whaa i so happy sia at less got 1 i know.. my mood from 1 story fly to heaven lor then while waiting my mood slow drop... then when see Ys friends i look for Jia wen but nv see then they say you nv come... whaa my mood already drop to 12th story when waiting now from 12th story drop to 1st floor le and still continue dropping.... after that i and Jeff also sian sian de lol then i and him join money buy mabarlo mentor ( hope he dun finish all) then after that go walk with his friends wan catch movie but nv.... den after that dunno wan go were then they plan.. after 5 min we go to cathay to play dota but no space then wan go tahman play den only i woodland so i say i go home lor then they wan eat but i and jeff dun wan eat so we go starbuck order a java chip then play poker...till they come out.. they eat like eating a whale like that can take up to 1 hour plus sia... we also ok lah we enjoy much also despite being emo some time.. over all enjoyable...^^


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About


~Name : Henry Aka Kazuki
~B'day : 20 Sep 1992
~Age : 16 going 17
~School : woodgrove pri,
christ church sec,
ITE college east (simei)
~CCAs : Choir(2004~2008)
Chem Club, Swimming(2009~?)

Hobbies
-Play computer games
-Blogging^^
-Drinking
-Slacking
-Sleep
-Sing
-Eat

Most of all i am a hypocrite

My MSG

I love the night then the day,
the rain then the bright weather,
the moon and the stars then the shining bright sun,
the world is always colorful,
but what i see is dull and black...



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Dreamlist


~Learn Japanese language
~have a chance to take part in theater performance like musical performance
~To be rich ;p
Wishlist


~new desktop[getting soon after i got all my salary]
~new laptop
~new(HP)
~new phone number58265338



Grievances


Spammers and Children are not allow.

Video


Blaze camp

Graduation

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