♥Thursday, June 25, 2009
Life goes on as always....
busy road busy life, a colorful world we once seen has become a black and white world, there is no more entertainment no more joy no more life in it....
i will still continue to blog even when my time is less......
tell me whats right and whats wrong but dun forget there is still right in wrong and there will always be wrong in the rights...
Erasing Unwanted Memories`*@* 1:00 PM
♥~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~★
♥Sunday, June 21, 2009
Help!!! killing from stomach pain, having bad stomach lately.....skipping breakfast and dinner lately due to overslept and work
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Working this few days, it's not that easy like expected no sales means no money... no longer on hourly basis, taking leave equal your lose. haha but manage to know a few friends like Aveline and Poh kim, we are like always going in group laughing while going door to door promoting sales we can even laugh just because of each other reaction, making job much more easier for us.
But how long will our friendship last? cause my feeling tells me it will not last long, i will still try my best to hold everything together and i hope it will last.
Beside them i also get to make friend with a few senior, they are so good at sales so envy them after every night sales you can see some got 8 or more sales so cool lor but i will still get help from them if i need.
they will even teach me easier ways and ways to handle customers. I am starting to love this job but hope nothing will goes wrong too.
~~~~~~~~~~~
it takes time to gain trust but it only takes seconds to break it...
everything has it's limit but dun think that because we are Gan's that means you can cross it we still love you like always, we will still care for you but our trust for you are gone. you are the planner go ahead but just because of your Boyfriend you bastered us, you watch it , dun forget because of you we all take leaves for you to celebrate your B'day. you say for yourself it's hard to meet us out since we are in different location now but dun forget you can meet him days and nights remember this know you limits know your standard. before it's too late.
Happy Birthday... riko...
Erasing Unwanted Memories`*@* 8:05 AM
♥~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~★
♥Saturday, June 13, 2009
12 June
today was suppose to stay at home till 5.30pm then go to work de in the end kena pull by riko Mei and my others bro and sis to go out and just because of me they change location to woodlands party world miss yam was with us too we really have fun time enjoying our self then about 5.30pm rush down to 888 plaza to meet ST and other member for work we went blk to blk promoting service haha but not me who do the talking but my senior did, he was the one who teach us and guide us haha, next Monday i will need to do the talking but my senior will be there along with us to guide us along.
after going about 4~5 blk i am st were ask to go home since its already 10pm...then i walk back home since the location is so near my house...reach home my body start to feel weird and hot after bathing in cold water i got fever, ache and headache....
Erasing Unwanted Memories`*@* 10:43 AM
♥~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~★
♥Tuesday, June 9, 2009
yes just found a job...
but need go through interview... hope pass
the pay might not be alot but at less a income a saving
haha this job timing is very nice 6.30pm ~ 10pm
$50 per day
hope it will be a smooth work
Erasing Unwanted Memories`*@* 4:59 PM
♥~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~★
♥Sunday, June 7, 2009
have a talk to my mum about my stuff even thought not all but i still cant hold my tears and cry, its been a long time since i feel this way while crying..... can't sleep.... listen to funny music but i just dun feel the humor in it, when to facebook to play some games then pass by my friends profile saw him and his friend so dame close as a group i so dame envy.....
i dunno why and what so ever happen to me i need love, i need friends but i dunno i am just a loner no matter how close we can get there is still a gap, a space in between.
this feeling just happen again after few years and it will stay for awhile longer.
i have change lots since sec 2 till now and its going to be worst, Noel and Nazirah you both should know right?
Do know why? and do you think i like it? a happy go lucky guy who turn in to a guy who you know now. you think i like? the more i change the more misery i have the more the pain will hurt.
hah.... remember the time in primary school always doing stuff to make teacher like me always helping them after school even if thats their job i am willing to help even till i am sec school every thing stop and change trying very hard to impress this girl who caught my eyes deeply feel in love with her for years, love her so much till i dun even know if i love her anymore....
i am a hypocrite in front of everybody, i can be a kind with teachers, while at the same time be another kind to my friends and when i reach home i am another kind in front of my parent i have nv shown my true self to anybody even myself and now i dun even know how am i now or maybe thats the real me, a real me who act in front of every body and i dunno, i follow action from everybody who i can clone, i can fail lah fail lah like...., i can do stuff that you have seen before by my friend.
i even wonder friend who say they know me well, do you really know me well? some time i even wonder if i understand my self....
Erasing Unwanted Memories`*@* 1:34 AM
♥~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~★
♥Saturday, June 6, 2009
My life is a mess....
i think i am gonna rot at home.... beside going swimming....really can enjoy in the pool like as if there is nothing to think of...... monday gonna Jurong meet the them for the club trip..... 9.15 at jurong behind popular bookstore .....
Erasing Unwanted Memories`*@* 8:37 AM
♥~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~★
